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Man can be so neutral, I never even thought in my dream.  In the past week, we had spent some intimate moments, weaved some dreams, vowed to live together in Sukhukh, was that all a lie?



 When Daddy came to know, he also came.  I could not even see his sad face.  How much effort, how happily did the relationship last, just for a week?

 "Divakarji, you try to understand Manuj.  This disease is not a terrible disease, I tell you the truth, no one has this disease here on my side nor on the mother's side.  So, if you try, it can be okay, "Daddy said while begging.

 "Brother, I will try my best, but you know the new generation, it always does its own mind," my father-in-law said while comforting Daddy.

 I returned to my home with Daddy. In this way, all the happiness and sorrows had fallen in my region in a week.  What will happen to this life?  This question was emerging in mind.  My mother had become sad after my return.  Daddy now used to return home late.  Probably no one was daring to look at each other.

 I did not want to study university.  After failing the premedical examination 2 times, once again the decision to appear in the premedical examination was welcomed by all.  While filling the examination form, seeing the word Kumari in front of the name, mother and daddy got upset, but, brother Ranjan raised his voice in support, said, "All right.  How long will it take to lift that relationship like a corpse? "

 A month later, Manuja sent a notice for divorce through his lawyer.  The mother-in-law refused to sign, but I said in a firm voice, "The husband is related to the mind and soul.  If the mind is not unified then what is the benefit of tying the knot in the broken door, "and signed the paper.

 There was no enthusiasm nor wave in life.  Did not want to be a burden on anyone.  So, being successful in premadical became the first and last goal.  The time was short.  Concentrated the mind in studies.  The examination took place and the results were out.  Among the successful contestants, I blossomed to see my name.

 The sad faces of MummyDaddy were once again reflected in happiness and I had found my destination.

 Completed 5 years of studies.  I was first among girls.  Appointment to government service due to merit.  If you had served the patients throughout the day, there would have been different types of enjoyment.  Sometimes it seems that life was for a second time.  I was born for this only.  Sometimes comparing himself with Florence Nightingale, sometimes with the Jaune of Arc, in the mind, the fog would disappear in a moment and step on the duty itself would start moving.

 One day, while watching the patients sitting in the hospital, a couple entered the room.  I was shocked to see that couple, but kept the change on my face as far as possible.

 "Say, what trouble do you have?" I asked being normal.

 "You check these.  There is difficulty in walking, there is swelling in the feet as well, ”the young man said.

 "Come on," I said getting up and taking the girl to the next room and did a full checkup and then said, "There is no problem, they have high blood pressure."  This is why there is swelling in the feet.  I am writing medicine, I will give it on time.  Keep checking up every 15 days continuously till you have a child. "

 "Yes, doctor."

 "Name?" I asked while writing the medicine paper.

 "Richa Sharma," answered the young woman.

While writing the name on the screen, don't know why the hand was shaken.  Wrote some medicines and tonic.  Along with some instructions too.  They both got up and left, but there was a stir in the heart.  That day, I was anxious all day.  Repeatedly, he started scolding.  The thing I had left behind, why was it again making me restless.  I took out the photo from the cupboard which was taken on the second day of marriage.  I woke up to see, 'Why have you come to stir my quiet life.  I did not ask for anything from you.  If you refused to follow along, then I made my own way.  Why did you come again in this way?  How much sacrifice and sacrifice do you want? ”The night passed in turmoil, restless.  Woke up in the morning, because of waking up overnight, eyes were clouded.  There was no desire to go to the hospital, but still prepared thinking that the mind remains calm after being busy with work.

 When Manuj was awaited outside the room in the hospital, Kadam stumbled.  But, acting to be comfortable, ignoring them, went to her room and sat on the chair.  Manuj too came behind me.

 "Excuse me, you are Tanuja, aren't you?" He asked in stuttering words.

 "Why, do you have any doubt?" I asked looking intently.

 "I have done harsh treatment and injustice to you, which I have never forgotten.  Since seeing you yesterday, I am burning in the fire of repentance.  Forgive me, Tanu. "

 "Not Tanu, say Kumari Tanuja and you see the plate of my name outside," I said in a formless pose.  "How is your wife's health now?  Take care of them and if possible you will get the test done after every 15 days, "I rang the bell saying," Send the patients in, "said the instructor to the peon.

 "Well, I go, Tanu," Manuja said looking earnestly towards me.

 "Not Tanu, Kumari Tanuja," I said with a strong emphasis on the word Kumari.  And Manuj left with stuttering steps.

 I kept watching.  Is this the person who left me to sink into the limelight?  But why is it so innocent at this time?  Why so pathetic?  Is it just because of my position or is there a shortage in this life?  I started laughing at myself.  What will it be lacking, who has such a lovely wife, position, respect.

 By then, the patients came and dissolved my chain of thought and I got busy with work.

 The past had definitely bruised me, but had also given me unintentional pleasure, because the person who had insulted me, had given me mental anguish, was standing in front of me as innocent and miserable.  What could be more happiness than this?  Another change had come in my life, I could not sleep without seeing the picture which was drawn by both of them with great love on the second day of marriage.  In that picture, his innocent face brought happiness to my self-esteem.  So, now that picture was put in my bedroom.

 Richa kept coming after every 15 days, but could not see that face with him.  The boy was born after 2 months.  He came and demonstrated his gratitude and said, "Tanuji, I am a sinner of you.  But, as a son, you have given inexplicable pleasure by giving gifts.  Perhaps, you do not know that this is my third child of Richa.  The other 2 were engulfed in the cheeks of Kaal before birth. "

 Manuj went away, but revealed the smoldering davanal in my heart to me.  Probably the reason for the untimely death of his former two children was that he had understood his wrong behavior in the past with Tanu, only then has it started to look so innocent.

 After a few days I was transferred from there.  Connection with past  But sometimes my heart beat my own hands.  Then there was a yearning, is this isolation written in my life?  MummyPapa died.  The brother was busy in his home.

 Just how many years passed.  Finding myself as helpless, I adopted an orphaned destitute girl so that I could fill the void of life.  The girl was fast in reading.  Wanted to serve the orphans and destitutes by studying medicine.

 About 5 years ago, pneumonia was admitted to the hospital after suffering from the disease.  It was not known in his innocent blue eyes that the mind was bent on adopting him.  I could not believe it when I was brought home from the orphanage.  Last year, she was selected in the competitive examination of medical and she had to go to Allahabad for studies and I was alone once again.

 Life was playing hide and seek with me.  Sukhukh had become two sides of the same coin.  One day, while sitting in her room, she was writing her memoirs that the servant came and told that a man wants to meet you.  When I came out, he said, "Doctor sir, Sharma's son is very sick.  You go soon. "

He picked up his bag and sat in the car with the unknown man.  On such occasions, there was immense turmoil in the mind while going with the unknown person, but thinking that every man is not bad, then why should any person disbelieve and for what, man should keep doing his duty.  Our duty is with us, his duty with him.  This was my ideology, it was Jeevan Darshan.

 As soon as the car arrived, a man came out of the fast and said, "Doctor sir, you must have suffered, but was forced.  Awaiting has 104 degrees fever. "

 "Come on," we had reached the light by then.

 "Hey Tanu, you."  Oh, sorry Tanujaji, I made a mistake, "Manuj said in a very nervous manner.

 I was also shocked.  Why is this unexpected meeting again in this life?  Could not think.  I asked, "Where is the wait?"

 When he went inside he saw that he was meditating in fever.  Eyes were closed, but some unmistakable sounds were coming out of the mouth.  When I saw the pulse, I saw symptoms of typhoid.  To reduce the intensity of fever, take it out of the medicine bag and feed it.  Other medicines were written on the screen and said, "Get these medicines from the market and to reduce the intensity of fever, put a strip of cold water on the forehead and massage the hands, feet and soles too."

 Manuj took his hands on his lap and caressed him and said in a worried and nervous voice, "Doctor sir, my long-awaited life will not you?"  This is my life  The only capital of my life. "

 After about an hour there was a stir in the closed eyelids and the lips began to bubble, "water… water…"

 Manuja immediately got up and poured water in his mouth with a spoon.  Due to the effect of the drug, he fell asleep after drinking water.

 "Okay, now allow me.  Will call you when necessary, "I said looking at the clock.

 "Let me leave you," said Manuj, picking up my bag.

 It was restless overnight.  I do not know why I was unknowingly attached to the waiting.  The more I tried to run away from her naive and innocent face, the more and closer she would come.  Richa could not see, but could not even dare to ask.

 If the train started to go to the hospital in the morning, then how did the steering turn towards Manuj's house.  When the car parked there, it came to my senses that where it came from unknowingly.  What kind of situation was that, I do not know.  Keeping the curb on the heart, the servant was about to back up that the servant came to run, "Doctor sir, the brother has come to his senses awaited by your grace.  Sir, I am missing you. "

 Had to get down even without wanting to.  Manuj was surprised to see me present there.  He suddenly could not believe that I would come to ask his son's condition without calling.

 How is the wait awaited?  Yesterday I was terrified to see the intensity of his fever.  So, she came to see him, "I said, ignoring the questions on Manuj's face.

 When Manuja introduced me to the long-awaited man, he said, "Doctor aunty, I will be fine, I will read a lot and become a doctor like you."  Then, wearing a white coat like you, putting a stethoscope, I will see sick people. "

 "Good son, get well first, don't talk too much, relax."  Eat medicine on time.  Don't ask anything without asking me.  Okay, I go. "

 "Aunt, you will come again, I can't sleep without seeing you."

 "The great devil has become, he keeps harassing you again and again," Manuj said in a hoarse voice.

 "Never mind, baby," I would say, but indirectly the mind would say, "You are less than you."  You have given the brunt of life. '

 I knew that it was not right for me to go there again and again.  Manuj should not make any wrong sense.  The desire for me was seen emerging in Manuj's eyes.  But my extreme neutrality always bothered him with guilt.  After waiting for me, I stopped going.  Anyway, what was my relationship with Awaiting?  Only a doctor and a patient.  What is the rationale of the doctor when there is no illness.

 One day she was watching her favorite picture 'Bandini' on TV in the evening.  The pain of the heroine, as if it were my own pain, I loved the old emotional pictures.  When she got leisure, she used to watch.  Then the servant came and informed that someone had come.  I went instructing to sit in the patients' checkup room, I was shocked to see Manuj and Pratiksha sitting in front.

 "How are you, son?"  You must have started going to school now? "I said making the tone as soft as possible.

 "Yes, I have started going to school but was very keen to meet you.  Therefore, after insisting he came with Daddy.  Why don't you come doctor aunty to our house now? "

 "Son, you can't find time to care for many sick children like you."

 "If you can't come, can I come to your house in the evening or on a holiday?"

 "Yes, why not" was answered, but would Manuj prefer.

 "Always talks about you even at home, doctor aunt is like this, doctor aunt is like that," Manuj said after stopping a little, "You have made me indebted by giving life to my son.  I will not forget your favor for a lifetime. "

 "That was my duty," Manuj could not muster the courage to say anything else after hearing the short answer from my mouth, when he seemed to have come to say something.  And I could not even ask Richa about it.  Awaited has been ill for so many days.  Why did she not come, why did she not take news of it.

 After that day, the long-awaited meeting started coming to me almost daily.  I spent a lot of time with him.  One day when I asked him about his mother, he said, "Doctor auntie, mother is not missing, I have only seen the picture, but Daddy says that when I was 3 years old, then mother  Was killed.

 The mind was shocked.  He himself rejected one and the other left him.  Nature punished him for his inhuman and inhuman acts.  Now I too was waiting for the wait.  His memory and intelligence was very sharp.  One who would tell once, would not forget.  Seeing any new thing, new thing, would ask childish curiosity about its use and I would also solve his questions if possible.

 The school had a science exhibition.  Awaiting with my help, made a model.  He was very happy to see the model.

He came straight to my house after the exhibition.  I was not feeling well  I was resting in my bedroom.  He came running and shouted happily, "Doctor Aunty, where are you?"  Look, I got the first prize.  And aunt, the governor had inaugurated our exhibition and he gave the award.  You know, I have also photographed with them.  He praised me very much. "While sitting on the bed, he said," Is your health bad? "

 "Looks like a little fever.  will get well.''

 "You take care of everyone but not yourself," only then did she look at the photo kept on the stool.  Raised in his hand, he said, "Aunty, this picture is of Papa, you are also there."  In this, both of you look young.  When and why did you take this picture? "

 What I feared happened, that's why she never brought it to the bedroom.  That photo had become a means of satisfaction to me, so I could not keep it inside even after wishing.  I did not even have any relation with Manuj now, but if I tried to hide the fact, he could never be satisfied and my bright image could get stained in the long run.  So, everything had to be told truthfully.

 Knowing the situation, he was boiled that this Daddy did not do well.  I could not even imagine that Daddy could do this too.  I now go to Daddy and ask for an answer to why did he do this to you?  Will I leave me if I get sick?  He was determined to leave.  I held her hand, "Son, I never asked anyone for anything.  Let me walk as I am on the walkway, at the last stage, do not hurt my feelings, my beliefs, my false self-esteem and say nothing to anyone, ”he said, once again tears dripping before him.

 "I will not say anything to anyone, mother, but I will try to get justice for you," he said. He walked out of the room with determination and firm steps.

 But the word 'mother' came out of his mouth, resonating in the atmosphere even after he was gone, making him feel his presence, how was that address… that voice, his whole consciousness… the whole existence lost in just one word  went.  The fascination that was broken years ago, was getting stuck in it… how is this bond?  How is this relationship?  Unanswered questions were repeatedly hit in the interior.

Enchantment Trap Part2

Man can be so neutral, I never even thought in my dream.  In the past week, we had spent some intimate moments, weaved some dreams, vowed to live together in Sukhukh, was that all a lie?



 When Daddy came to know, he also came.  I could not even see his sad face.  How much effort, how happily did the relationship last, just for a week?

 "Divakarji, you try to understand Manuj.  This disease is not a terrible disease, I tell you the truth, no one has this disease here on my side nor on the mother's side.  So, if you try, it can be okay, "Daddy said while begging.

 "Brother, I will try my best, but you know the new generation, it always does its own mind," my father-in-law said while comforting Daddy.

 I returned to my home with Daddy. In this way, all the happiness and sorrows had fallen in my region in a week.  What will happen to this life?  This question was emerging in mind.  My mother had become sad after my return.  Daddy now used to return home late.  Probably no one was daring to look at each other.

 I did not want to study university.  After failing the premedical examination 2 times, once again the decision to appear in the premedical examination was welcomed by all.  While filling the examination form, seeing the word Kumari in front of the name, mother and daddy got upset, but, brother Ranjan raised his voice in support, said, "All right.  How long will it take to lift that relationship like a corpse? "

 A month later, Manuja sent a notice for divorce through his lawyer.  The mother-in-law refused to sign, but I said in a firm voice, "The husband is related to the mind and soul.  If the mind is not unified then what is the benefit of tying the knot in the broken door, "and signed the paper.

 There was no enthusiasm nor wave in life.  Did not want to be a burden on anyone.  So, being successful in premadical became the first and last goal.  The time was short.  Concentrated the mind in studies.  The examination took place and the results were out.  Among the successful contestants, I blossomed to see my name.

 The sad faces of MummyDaddy were once again reflected in happiness and I had found my destination.

 Completed 5 years of studies.  I was first among girls.  Appointment to government service due to merit.  If you had served the patients throughout the day, there would have been different types of enjoyment.  Sometimes it seems that life was for a second time.  I was born for this only.  Sometimes comparing himself with Florence Nightingale, sometimes with the Jaune of Arc, in the mind, the fog would disappear in a moment and step on the duty itself would start moving.

 One day, while watching the patients sitting in the hospital, a couple entered the room.  I was shocked to see that couple, but kept the change on my face as far as possible.

 "Say, what trouble do you have?" I asked being normal.

 "You check these.  There is difficulty in walking, there is swelling in the feet as well, ”the young man said.

 "Come on," I said getting up and taking the girl to the next room and did a full checkup and then said, "There is no problem, they have high blood pressure."  This is why there is swelling in the feet.  I am writing medicine, I will give it on time.  Keep checking up every 15 days continuously till you have a child. "

 "Yes, doctor."

 "Name?" I asked while writing the medicine paper.

 "Richa Sharma," answered the young woman.

While writing the name on the screen, don't know why the hand was shaken.  Wrote some medicines and tonic.  Along with some instructions too.  They both got up and left, but there was a stir in the heart.  That day, I was anxious all day.  Repeatedly, he started scolding.  The thing I had left behind, why was it again making me restless.  I took out the photo from the cupboard which was taken on the second day of marriage.  I woke up to see, 'Why have you come to stir my quiet life.  I did not ask for anything from you.  If you refused to follow along, then I made my own way.  Why did you come again in this way?  How much sacrifice and sacrifice do you want? ”The night passed in turmoil, restless.  Woke up in the morning, because of waking up overnight, eyes were clouded.  There was no desire to go to the hospital, but still prepared thinking that the mind remains calm after being busy with work.

 When Manuj was awaited outside the room in the hospital, Kadam stumbled.  But, acting to be comfortable, ignoring them, went to her room and sat on the chair.  Manuj too came behind me.

 "Excuse me, you are Tanuja, aren't you?" He asked in stuttering words.

 "Why, do you have any doubt?" I asked looking intently.

 "I have done harsh treatment and injustice to you, which I have never forgotten.  Since seeing you yesterday, I am burning in the fire of repentance.  Forgive me, Tanu. "

 "Not Tanu, say Kumari Tanuja and you see the plate of my name outside," I said in a formless pose.  "How is your wife's health now?  Take care of them and if possible you will get the test done after every 15 days, "I rang the bell saying," Send the patients in, "said the instructor to the peon.

 "Well, I go, Tanu," Manuja said looking earnestly towards me.

 "Not Tanu, Kumari Tanuja," I said with a strong emphasis on the word Kumari.  And Manuj left with stuttering steps.

 I kept watching.  Is this the person who left me to sink into the limelight?  But why is it so innocent at this time?  Why so pathetic?  Is it just because of my position or is there a shortage in this life?  I started laughing at myself.  What will it be lacking, who has such a lovely wife, position, respect.

 By then, the patients came and dissolved my chain of thought and I got busy with work.

 The past had definitely bruised me, but had also given me unintentional pleasure, because the person who had insulted me, had given me mental anguish, was standing in front of me as innocent and miserable.  What could be more happiness than this?  Another change had come in my life, I could not sleep without seeing the picture which was drawn by both of them with great love on the second day of marriage.  In that picture, his innocent face brought happiness to my self-esteem.  So, now that picture was put in my bedroom.

 Richa kept coming after every 15 days, but could not see that face with him.  The boy was born after 2 months.  He came and demonstrated his gratitude and said, "Tanuji, I am a sinner of you.  But, as a son, you have given inexplicable pleasure by giving gifts.  Perhaps, you do not know that this is my third child of Richa.  The other 2 were engulfed in the cheeks of Kaal before birth. "

 Manuj went away, but revealed the smoldering davanal in my heart to me.  Probably the reason for the untimely death of his former two children was that he had understood his wrong behavior in the past with Tanu, only then has it started to look so innocent.

 After a few days I was transferred from there.  Connection with past  But sometimes my heart beat my own hands.  Then there was a yearning, is this isolation written in my life?  MummyPapa died.  The brother was busy in his home.

 Just how many years passed.  Finding myself as helpless, I adopted an orphaned destitute girl so that I could fill the void of life.  The girl was fast in reading.  Wanted to serve the orphans and destitutes by studying medicine.

 About 5 years ago, pneumonia was admitted to the hospital after suffering from the disease.  It was not known in his innocent blue eyes that the mind was bent on adopting him.  I could not believe it when I was brought home from the orphanage.  Last year, she was selected in the competitive examination of medical and she had to go to Allahabad for studies and I was alone once again.

 Life was playing hide and seek with me.  Sukhukh had become two sides of the same coin.  One day, while sitting in her room, she was writing her memoirs that the servant came and told that a man wants to meet you.  When I came out, he said, "Doctor sir, Sharma's son is very sick.  You go soon. "

He picked up his bag and sat in the car with the unknown man.  On such occasions, there was immense turmoil in the mind while going with the unknown person, but thinking that every man is not bad, then why should any person disbelieve and for what, man should keep doing his duty.  Our duty is with us, his duty with him.  This was my ideology, it was Jeevan Darshan.

 As soon as the car arrived, a man came out of the fast and said, "Doctor sir, you must have suffered, but was forced.  Awaiting has 104 degrees fever. "

 "Come on," we had reached the light by then.

 "Hey Tanu, you."  Oh, sorry Tanujaji, I made a mistake, "Manuj said in a very nervous manner.

 I was also shocked.  Why is this unexpected meeting again in this life?  Could not think.  I asked, "Where is the wait?"

 When he went inside he saw that he was meditating in fever.  Eyes were closed, but some unmistakable sounds were coming out of the mouth.  When I saw the pulse, I saw symptoms of typhoid.  To reduce the intensity of fever, take it out of the medicine bag and feed it.  Other medicines were written on the screen and said, "Get these medicines from the market and to reduce the intensity of fever, put a strip of cold water on the forehead and massage the hands, feet and soles too."

 Manuj took his hands on his lap and caressed him and said in a worried and nervous voice, "Doctor sir, my long-awaited life will not you?"  This is my life  The only capital of my life. "

 After about an hour there was a stir in the closed eyelids and the lips began to bubble, "water… water…"

 Manuja immediately got up and poured water in his mouth with a spoon.  Due to the effect of the drug, he fell asleep after drinking water.

 "Okay, now allow me.  Will call you when necessary, "I said looking at the clock.

 "Let me leave you," said Manuj, picking up my bag.

 It was restless overnight.  I do not know why I was unknowingly attached to the waiting.  The more I tried to run away from her naive and innocent face, the more and closer she would come.  Richa could not see, but could not even dare to ask.

 If the train started to go to the hospital in the morning, then how did the steering turn towards Manuj's house.  When the car parked there, it came to my senses that where it came from unknowingly.  What kind of situation was that, I do not know.  Keeping the curb on the heart, the servant was about to back up that the servant came to run, "Doctor sir, the brother has come to his senses awaited by your grace.  Sir, I am missing you. "

 Had to get down even without wanting to.  Manuj was surprised to see me present there.  He suddenly could not believe that I would come to ask his son's condition without calling.

 How is the wait awaited?  Yesterday I was terrified to see the intensity of his fever.  So, she came to see him, "I said, ignoring the questions on Manuj's face.

 When Manuja introduced me to the long-awaited man, he said, "Doctor aunty, I will be fine, I will read a lot and become a doctor like you."  Then, wearing a white coat like you, putting a stethoscope, I will see sick people. "

 "Good son, get well first, don't talk too much, relax."  Eat medicine on time.  Don't ask anything without asking me.  Okay, I go. "

 "Aunt, you will come again, I can't sleep without seeing you."

 "The great devil has become, he keeps harassing you again and again," Manuj said in a hoarse voice.

 "Never mind, baby," I would say, but indirectly the mind would say, "You are less than you."  You have given the brunt of life. '

 I knew that it was not right for me to go there again and again.  Manuj should not make any wrong sense.  The desire for me was seen emerging in Manuj's eyes.  But my extreme neutrality always bothered him with guilt.  After waiting for me, I stopped going.  Anyway, what was my relationship with Awaiting?  Only a doctor and a patient.  What is the rationale of the doctor when there is no illness.

 One day she was watching her favorite picture 'Bandini' on TV in the evening.  The pain of the heroine, as if it were my own pain, I loved the old emotional pictures.  When she got leisure, she used to watch.  Then the servant came and informed that someone had come.  I went instructing to sit in the patients' checkup room, I was shocked to see Manuj and Pratiksha sitting in front.

 "How are you, son?"  You must have started going to school now? "I said making the tone as soft as possible.

 "Yes, I have started going to school but was very keen to meet you.  Therefore, after insisting he came with Daddy.  Why don't you come doctor aunty to our house now? "

 "Son, you can't find time to care for many sick children like you."

 "If you can't come, can I come to your house in the evening or on a holiday?"

 "Yes, why not" was answered, but would Manuj prefer.

 "Always talks about you even at home, doctor aunt is like this, doctor aunt is like that," Manuj said after stopping a little, "You have made me indebted by giving life to my son.  I will not forget your favor for a lifetime. "

 "That was my duty," Manuj could not muster the courage to say anything else after hearing the short answer from my mouth, when he seemed to have come to say something.  And I could not even ask Richa about it.  Awaited has been ill for so many days.  Why did she not come, why did she not take news of it.

 After that day, the long-awaited meeting started coming to me almost daily.  I spent a lot of time with him.  One day when I asked him about his mother, he said, "Doctor auntie, mother is not missing, I have only seen the picture, but Daddy says that when I was 3 years old, then mother  Was killed.

 The mind was shocked.  He himself rejected one and the other left him.  Nature punished him for his inhuman and inhuman acts.  Now I too was waiting for the wait.  His memory and intelligence was very sharp.  One who would tell once, would not forget.  Seeing any new thing, new thing, would ask childish curiosity about its use and I would also solve his questions if possible.

 The school had a science exhibition.  Awaiting with my help, made a model.  He was very happy to see the model.

He came straight to my house after the exhibition.  I was not feeling well  I was resting in my bedroom.  He came running and shouted happily, "Doctor Aunty, where are you?"  Look, I got the first prize.  And aunt, the governor had inaugurated our exhibition and he gave the award.  You know, I have also photographed with them.  He praised me very much. "While sitting on the bed, he said," Is your health bad? "

 "Looks like a little fever.  will get well.''

 "You take care of everyone but not yourself," only then did she look at the photo kept on the stool.  Raised in his hand, he said, "Aunty, this picture is of Papa, you are also there."  In this, both of you look young.  When and why did you take this picture? "

 What I feared happened, that's why she never brought it to the bedroom.  That photo had become a means of satisfaction to me, so I could not keep it inside even after wishing.  I did not even have any relation with Manuj now, but if I tried to hide the fact, he could never be satisfied and my bright image could get stained in the long run.  So, everything had to be told truthfully.

 Knowing the situation, he was boiled that this Daddy did not do well.  I could not even imagine that Daddy could do this too.  I now go to Daddy and ask for an answer to why did he do this to you?  Will I leave me if I get sick?  He was determined to leave.  I held her hand, "Son, I never asked anyone for anything.  Let me walk as I am on the walkway, at the last stage, do not hurt my feelings, my beliefs, my false self-esteem and say nothing to anyone, ”he said, once again tears dripping before him.

 "I will not say anything to anyone, mother, but I will try to get justice for you," he said. He walked out of the room with determination and firm steps.

 But the word 'mother' came out of his mouth, resonating in the atmosphere even after he was gone, making him feel his presence, how was that address… that voice, his whole consciousness… the whole existence lost in just one word  went.  The fascination that was broken years ago, was getting stuck in it… how is this bond?  How is this relationship?  Unanswered questions were repeatedly hit in the interior.

Baca Juga
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